backache = painful peng
been having a really bad backache for the past 2 days, not a/w with anything else but its just really pain boohoo.
anyway, dunno y been feeling pretty tired recently...and its only tuesday! i guess cos on the first two days of each week i have full days frm morn to night cos of tuition and bsf etc etc so it really tires one out.but hopefully tml wont be so bad and i would actually get to do something fun haha.
last week was a good week for me in terms of studying, and i think tt im finally getting the hang of clinics and med posting (and its gonna end soon!) so yeah its been not too bad la! hopefully this revolution is in time to not chui at the end of posting test man haha. and ive been doing mcqs which are SUPER DUPER HARD. omg.
on a side note, sometimes i wish i didnt drink so much water. imagine how much time i would save from finding water to pouring it out and going to the toilet after. susanna asked me yst after tuition: "do you always drink this much water?" after i singlehandedly finished the whole jug of water and went toilet twice in the space of two hours. its not normal to drink 5l of water a night right??? hmm. i cant live without it but sometimes i wish i could :s
anyway, God has been really great tome recently, and im so glad that we're back on track. sometimes i look back on the days when i doubted and rebelled and all for the sake of proving something to myself in my mind, all for the sake of wanting control over my own life. and i guess its still there, the desire for "my own freedom" away from the rules of the Word,and away from the gentle prompting of His Spirit, but now i know that His way is always the best way, no matter how i try to rationalise to myself. God knows best sounds trite and like the lazy way out of things, but its really not! cos He does, and it isnt easy to keep to His way but trying my best is all i can do, and i know He is watching and smiling and loving me and lifting me along every step of the way :)
"Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already been made perfect, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus."
Phil 3:12-14
i hope that one day i can say that ive done this too! long way more to go heh but im filled with the confidence that Christ has given to me, that in Him i always have the victory :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
anyway, dunno y been feeling pretty tired recently...and its only tuesday! i guess cos on the first two days of each week i have full days frm morn to night cos of tuition and bsf etc etc so it really tires one out.but hopefully tml wont be so bad and i would actually get to do something fun haha.
last week was a good week for me in terms of studying, and i think tt im finally getting the hang of clinics and med posting (and its gonna end soon!) so yeah its been not too bad la! hopefully this revolution is in time to not chui at the end of posting test man haha. and ive been doing mcqs which are SUPER DUPER HARD. omg.
on a side note, sometimes i wish i didnt drink so much water. imagine how much time i would save from finding water to pouring it out and going to the toilet after. susanna asked me yst after tuition: "do you always drink this much water?" after i singlehandedly finished the whole jug of water and went toilet twice in the space of two hours. its not normal to drink 5l of water a night right??? hmm. i cant live without it but sometimes i wish i could :s
anyway, God has been really great tome recently, and im so glad that we're back on track. sometimes i look back on the days when i doubted and rebelled and all for the sake of proving something to myself in my mind, all for the sake of wanting control over my own life. and i guess its still there, the desire for "my own freedom" away from the rules of the Word,and away from the gentle prompting of His Spirit, but now i know that His way is always the best way, no matter how i try to rationalise to myself. God knows best sounds trite and like the lazy way out of things, but its really not! cos He does, and it isnt easy to keep to His way but trying my best is all i can do, and i know He is watching and smiling and loving me and lifting me along every step of the way :)
"Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already been made perfect, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus."
Phil 3:12-14
i hope that one day i can say that ive done this too! long way more to go heh but im filled with the confidence that Christ has given to me, that in Him i always have the victory :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
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